Pillage and Plunder

R I C K, I wrote in big block letters on the self stick name label. I was careful to center the name and not to smudge the felt pen. "Hello, My name is RICK." There, that looks pretty good. Then I thought there could be other Ricks on board, and I quickly squeezed a B period in at the end. Immediately I regretted the addition. How stupid, I thought to myself. Now the nametag looks asinine and so what if there's another Rick. Anyone talking to me on this cruise will call me Rick, not Rick B.

I handed the Magic Marker back to the young bare chested stud seated behind the registration table. Man, did I once have pecs like that? Probably not, and what muscles I ever had haven't been visible in decades. I pushed the nametag into the plastic holder, slid the rainbow colored cord around my neck, and sidled up to the next position. Pec boy's partner was a blonde wearing a white T and a sailor hat. He handed me an information packet and souvenir bag and welcomed me aboard again.

I knew it was too late now. I was on board, but I was having tons of misgivings about my decision to sign on for this "Pillage and Plunder" Cruise. All around me were studs in their twenties, laughing, slapping each other on the back, already knowing they were going to enjoy themselves for the next four days. Oh, maybe a few were over thirty, and probably someone on board will be over forty. But here I was, a widower in my sixties. What the hell was I doing here?

A steward had my suitcase and was leading me down halls and stairways to my state room. I kept thinking to myself, I gotta tip this guy. How much doyou tip a steward? Did the fine print say that gratuities were included in the price? I don't remember. Damn! He was in uniform. He was an employee of the cruise ship, not like the guys at the table who were from Pride Tampa Bay, the group that organizes the annual P&P cruise. The crew must have known this was a gay group that chartered his ship. Were the stewards gay too? This guy did have a nice tight ass inside those white uniform pants. Most of the trip to the state room, I was behind him so I got a good look at his ass. It was only briefly in the elevator that I stood beside him and was able to read his name badge (Mark). Was Mark looking at me? Was he wondering what an old fart like me was doing here?

We got to the room and Mark opened the door for me, showed me the head, pulled back the curtains over the porthole, and put my suitcase on the rack. "Shall I unpack for you, Sir?"

"Oh, no, thank you," I muttered as I looked out the porthole on to the dock. I was glad I paid extra for an outside room. I didn't know but what I might be spending the whole four days in my room, and at least now I could look out the window.

"You're the first one here, so you have your choice of bunks." I looked around and saw two beds. But of course; I had signed up for a double. I didn't want to waste money on a single. But now the reality hit me. I was going to have a roommate. Double damn. What did I get myself into?

"If you tell me which one you choose, I'll turn it down for you, Sir."

"Oh, no, uh, Mark. That's OK." I realized then he was stalling. I fumbled in my wallet and pulled out a five and pressed it into his hand. "Thanks for all your help. I can take it from here."

"Thank you, Sir." He grinned happily and I hope honestly. I had no idea if that was an appropriate tip or not. My late wife always knew the appropriate tip to give anyone.

After Mark left, I thumbed through the information packet and saw I had two hours before the first event, an orientation. I decided to unpack my clothes and then try to familiarize myself with the ship.

I discovered where the dining rooms were, the pool (there were already a dozen young lads in speedos), the weight room, the sauna, and the ball room. I found the deck marked "clothing optional," and there were already three naked hunks sprawled on deck chairs. I came around the corner and found myself back by the registration table. Pec Boy and Sailor Hat were still welcoming guests aboard. The guests were still as young as before. More couples were arriving now, though. Guys who welcomed this opportunity to hold each other tight, to kiss in public. I played a mental game, trying to decide which guy in each pair was the top and which the bottom. Of course, I knew that often mates don't have strictly defined roles but I enjoyed the mental challenge.

I heard Mark's voice and caught a glance of his white ass disappearing down the deck followed by an older gentleman. He was wearing a tan jacket, bermuda shorts and white sox that extended up his shins. From my vantage point, he must have been at least forty, which gave me some comfort.

"The orientation session begins in ten minutes in the ballroom," Sailor Hat was telling the couple who had just registered. I glanced at my watch and confirmed it. So I turned around and tried to picture the route back to the ballroom.

In my mind, I kept asking myself, "What am I doing here?" It's been three years since my Caroline died. We were married before we were twenty and had already celebrated our fortieth anniversary. I loved her like no other. We had a good life, raised a good family, and yes, had good sex. But I always knew that I was attracted to cock more than pussy. I just never acted on it. Oh, I snuck plenty of beefcake mags into the house. And when the internet got established, I became a frequent flyer on the gay porn sites. I fantasized daily about what I would do with a man. But in body, I always remained faithful to Caroline.

When she died, I began to explore my homosexuality. I bought books like The Joy of Gay Sex. I found a gay sex shop and rented gay videos. I went to a gay bar where, on Friday nights, male dancers would strip down to their jocks for tips. But I always went home alone. I read the personals, especially those on websites that sorted them by location. I found that there were actually men who were looking for older guys. But I never found the one who seemed right enough to contact.

In a lot of ways, I knew I was still not ready for an active gay lifestyle, but now at least I could explore it openly. I looked at ads for gay vacations: there were B&B's that catered to gays, there were tours of Europe, there were nudist camps. I considered them all. I didn't rule anything out, but I deliberated about the pros and cons of each option. But when I saw the ad for the Pillage and Plunder cruise, I actedimpulsively. I called them up, gave them my credit card number, and before I realized what I had done, I was signed up.

Of course, I could have backed out and gotten my money (well, most of it) back. And several times over the months that intervened I had the phone in my hand ready to do just that. But I never made the second call and now here I was on board the Regal Empress, still wondering, "What the fuck am I doing here?"

What am I looking for? What am I expecting? What do I want when these four days are over?


The organizers were taking their turns at the mike outlining the schedule of events: the scavenger hunt, the best buns contest, the biggest dick contest, the talent events, the day in Cozumel. I had read the literature so I was already aware of all this.

Then we were introduced to the stars. As part of the enticement to get passengers to sign on, Gay Pride Tampa manages to get several porn stars to take part in the cruise. It's a chance to get to meet these guys close up and personal, get their autographs, get to touch them, and get to fantasize about doing something dirty with them. I began to pay more attention now.

Spike appeared wearing a Boy Scout uniform. Hey, didn't he learn that scouts are supposed to be morally straight? Chad Hunt, Logan Reed, one after another I watched the guys parade on to the stage, guys whom I had watched getting fucked in their videos, guys whom I had fucked myself many times in my mind.

The meeting broke up and most of the audience began barraging Spike and the other stars. I figured there'd be enough time later on to meet them, so I wandered back to my room. I passed several crew members in their neat, pressed white uniforms. I caught sight of a couple of well endowed packages, but even though I was among a shipload of gay passengers, I still felt self-conscious about staring. All those years of marriage had conditioned me to be discrete when out in public.

I also passed fellow passengers, and confirmed in my mind that I was doubtless the oldest on board. Some were already parading around the ship in their speedos, and some were even walking around in their tighty whities! Wow! Discretion of not, I had to stare. Could I walk around like that? I wondered.

I was still in a daze when I got to my room and opened the door. That's why I was surprised to see someone else inside. Of course, I knew I would have a roommate, but somehow I expected to find the room just I had left it, empty. Now here was another man unpacking his luggage on my bed. He turned toward me and I recognized the man I had seen earlier with Mark, the tan jacket, bermuda shorts and white sox that extended up his shins. "Hi, my name is Phil. I guess we're bunkmates, Rick B." Phil extended his hand.

"Uh, yeah, hi," I stuttered. I realized Phil had read my nametag with those huge block letters and that fuckin initial. Phil had thinning gray hair, a bit of a paunch at the waist, but actually looked fairly fit for a man in his, what, at least in his fifties.

"I didn't know which bunk was mine. Do you have a preference? Or did you think we'd share the same one?" Phil winked. I should have left some of my stuff out on my bed before I left, but I wasn't thinking. The reality of a roommate was only now beginning to sink in. My last roommate had been Caroline. For three years, I had slept alone. Suddenly I realized I was staring at this guy.

"I'm sorry, Phil. I just feel a little awkward. This is my first time." I realized "first time" could be taken a dozen different ways, and I guess all of them were legitimate interpretations.

"Don't worry. We have plenty of time before supper. What do you say we go get a beer and get acquainted. My treat."


At the bar, Phil got a Bud light, and I got a 7Up. I explained that I really didn't drink, and he was cool with that. We sat down, and Phil began. He was gregarious. Unlike me, he seemed to have no qualms about opening up to a stranger. Phil explained he was from a little town in Wisconsin, right on Lake Michigan. "Trivers, that's how we say it, but it's written Two Rivers." Phil was surprised that I'd actually heard of the place. Somewhere I had read that the ice cream sundae was invented in Two Rivers. Phil laughed. I felt more at ease.

"I'm from Long Island, New York. I live in a retirement community there."

"No shit! You look so young, Rick B."

"Please, forget the B. I shouldn't have put that on there." I told him about my nervousness at the registration table. "I'm 65 by the way."

"Damn. You look real good for 65. I'm 69!" My jaw dropped. Fifties maybe, but I would never have pegged Phil for being my senior. "I guess that's why the organizers put us together. Figured we'd have things to talk about." Phil laughed heartily. He took a swig of his Bud and then turned solemn. "I'm a widower, Rick. Agnes died last year. I'm actually kind of new at this gay scene." I was again amazed. I told Phil about Caroline, and we both realized we had a lot more in common than the decades of our age. Phil also had explored gay porn, he also had tried the bar circuit,and now he felt he was ready to move on, whatever that meant. In a couple ways Phil was already a few steps down the road ahead of me. He had a gay son, so he was familiar with some things second hand. And he had had a couple oral experiences with a man.

"Well, I guess we should get changed for supper," I ventured. Phil paid the tab and we began strolling back to our room. We passed a few couples as we walked, and suddenly I realized that Phil had taken my hand in his. I didn't resist. It felt good. I thought back nearly five decades to the days when I took Caroline's hand as we walked. I had never held hands with a man since I was a toddler holding my Daddy. Now, I was walking hand in hand with a beautiful mature gentleman. I chalked it up as my first truly gay behavior.

When we got to our state room door, I said, "I'm really glad we're roommates, Phil. I'm beginning to think I'm actually going to enjoy this cruise." Then without thinking, I leaned forward and kissed his cheek. My second truly gay behavior.

I leaned back from him. He smiled. "You know, Rick, I've never kissed anyone with a beard before." Phil leaned forward again and planted his lips squarely on my mouth. We kissed lovingly and softly there in the hallway. When we let go, I realized there were other guys in the hall, but
it didn't seem to matter any more.

We got inside our state room and closed the door. Phil went over and closed the curtain over the porthole. I doubt that anyone on the dock could have seen anything, but I saw that Phil was just as discrete as I. He kicked off his loafers and pulled off the tan jacket. I began with my shoes and
socks. Phil sat on the bed (my bed?) to take off his sox and watched me as my shirt buttons opened to reveal my chest. "Very nice. I like a guy with a hairy chest."

"I got a hairy ass too," I blurted out.

"Sure would like to see that."

I stood in front of him, turned my back, and slid my jeans down my legs, then pulled down my briefs so Phil could admire my hairy crack. "Well, what's your verdict?" I tried to joke. Instead of hearing his answer, I felt his mouth on one buttock. He gave me a long soft kiss, then slid his
face over toward the other buttock. The next thing I knew I felt his wet tongue licking my crack. It felt wonderful. I closed my eyes and felt my whole body shudder as he licked my hairy crack. Another truly gay behavior. I realized my dick was getting excited.

Phil stood up, turned me around and kissed me again on my mouth. "I'm also glad to have you as my roommate, Rick. I want this to be a good experience for both of us." Phil then dropped his bermuda shorts. Standing in his t shirt and boxers, he suggested it was time to get showered and dressed for supper.

We took turns in the cramped head, but allowed each other to watch as we showered off. Tonight was supposed to be Leather Night. I had brought along a bomber jacket. I decided with a pair of jeans, a pair of boots, and a pair of shades that would pass for a leather outfit. I watched as Phil pulled out a pair of shiny black chaps and a black vinyl vest. They looked brand new. Under these, he wore a pair of denim cutoffs and a clean gray t shirt. He looked exciting. The way the chaps framed his crotch in front and his ass behind made me quiver. As the coup d'gras, he sported a jaunty motorcycle cap.

When we arrived at the dining hall, about half the passengers were already seated. There was no assigned seating, so we selected a table back from the dance floor. It was a table for four; there were none for two. We sat down and waited to see if anyone would join the two old farts.

I told Phil that in high school I was always getting kidded about being Dick. I hated the name. As soon as I moved away and began living on my own, I called myself Richard. Everyone, my wife, my friends, my coworkers. They all knew me as Richard. If someone tried to shorten it, I corrected them. After Caroline's death, I wanted to do something to mark a new beginning in my life. So I assumed the moniker Rick. Phil said he liked it, that I looked like a Rick, whatever that meant. He reached over and took my name tag, slid it out of its plastic holder and deftly folded the offending initial back. He replaced the card which now simply read "Hello, my name . . . Rick" (the "is" got folded back also.) "There, that's better," he pronounced and handed it back to me.

"Is this seat taken, Mate?" Phil and I looked up to see what was attached to this voice. There stood a gorgeous man, in his thirties, slightly short, brown hair. A stache and small goatee framed a beaming smile. He wore a vest like Phil's, but was bare chested, except for a leather harness
that crossed his chest in a Y, with one strap shooting down into his leather shorts. He also wore a leather armband.

"Hell, I know you," Phil said. "You're Peter Raeg! I saw you in Missing Link!" Stupid me, why didn't I recognize him. All the porn stars on board were pictured in the literature. "Hell, no, the seat's not taken. Come, take a load off."

"Thanks, Mate. Lance will be along in a few minutes, if you don't mind."
Lance Gear was Peter's lover, I remembered. They had moved to Sydney which explained the "Mate" business. "I like your beard, Rick. In fact, I always preferred hairy guys. I spotted you two right off when I came in here." I don't know how much of Peter's schmaltz was on the level, but he made us feel good, sitting and chatting with us. He was a natural guy with no hint of attitude. Lance did come by, but after shaking our hands and giving Peter a wet sloppy kiss, he said he ought to move on to some other table, spread the wealth so to speak. It wasn't a put down at all, though we would have loved to have his company also, but he was a professional, and he knew the passengers expected to meet the hunks they had masturbated to on the screen.

Fans did come by our table all evening to get Peter's autograph or get their picture taken with him. We enjoyed watching him with his fans. He listened with honest interest as we told him our stories. When the dancing started, he wished us the best of luck and headed on to the dance floor
where he accommodated everyone who wanted to dance with him. Phil and I knew we wouldn't see him the rest of the night.

At the bars I had gone to on Long Island, I had sometimes stepped on to the dance floor by myself and shimmied my ass around to the music. Occasionally, a punk kid would come over and dance in front of me, maybe thinking I was a potential sugar daddy, but I had never actually danced with a man. But when Phil asked me, I was ready. The music then was slow and romantic. The couples on the floor were holding each other tight. We stepped on to the dance floor and immediately pressed our bodies together and grabbed each other's ass. Another truly gay behavior, but I was already losing count.

All of a sudden, my anxiety abated. Dancing (well, moving anyway) with my body pressed against Phil's, my hands caressing his ass, his strong arms enveloping me, my head on his shoulder, eyes closed, his head on mine whispering softly in my ear, -- I was finally at peace with this strange world, with my new lifestyle, with myself. The other couples on the floor seemed to disappear. Phil and I were alone; alone in heaven. Then I thought of all the times I danced with my Caroline; we preferred a slow waltz. Now here I was dancing with someone new. But I felt no guilt; I didn't feel I was in any way betraying her, or dishonoring her memory. It was almost as
if she were there, smiling on me, finally accepting me for who I really was, blessing my behavior. My eyes began to tear.

"Something wrong, Rick?" he whispered in my ear.

"No, not at all. Damn it, I'm just so happy right now."

"I can tell." Then I realized that I'd grown a boner, and with our bodies pressed together, there was no hiding it from this wonderful man.

"I'm sorry. I didn't realize."

"No need to apologize, Rick. I'm flattered. Let's say we go back to our room and take care of it."

"I'd like that very much." I felt my erection was the biggest thing in the ball room. I remembered as a kid in Junior High getting an uninvited hardon and dying of embarrassment. But maybe this time I was just flattering myself; it probably wasn't all that obvious, especially with the low lighting. And if any other passengers did notice my bulge as Phil guided me to the exit, well, after all, isn't that what a P&P cruise is all about?

Walking back to our room, Phil kept turning toward me and kissing my cheek. "I think I'm falling in love, Rick," he whispered. Finally, just yards away from our door, I couldn't resist. I stopped, turned to him, put my hands on his cheeks and planted a full kiss on his mouth. There was no
holding back the tears now. I gushed like a teenage girl who'd just found the "one."

We ran the remaining distance, fumbled with the key, and stumbled into our room. We flopped on the nearest bed and began unbuttoning and unbuckling each other, while trying not to interrupt the string of kisses. Phil got my jeans and briefs down to my knees and starting working on my manhood. I couldn't untangle his chaps-covered jeans enough to reciprocate so I just leaned back and let him take the lead. With me mostly naked, and he mostly dressed but with his cock freed, I began my first gay sex. I knew this was what I wanted, and I allowed myself to swim in all the emotional currents of the experience. As his strong, knowing hands worked on my cock and balls, I kept running my hands up and down his arms. When the precum began to flow, he leaned over and took me into his mouth. I held his head, running my fingers through his thinning hair. Every nerve ending in my body was on high alert, and as he began licking my shaft, my legs began to tremor. Phil had said he'd already had oral sex so I tried to concentrate on his technique, tried to learn from my mentor, but it was useless. My mind was flying in a thousand directions, as my emotions were cascading in only one. I was tumbling into my new homosexual world with all the unstoppable motion of an avalanche. I gave up thinking, as I had already given up resisting. Phil brought me to the verge of climax. He seemed to know exactly when to ease up on the sucking.

"I want us to cum together," he whispered. I realized then how selfish I'd been, relishing his attention on me, and not giving him any. I reached over and started exercising his uncut cock, already hard and oozing.

"Phil?" I mumbled.

"Yes, Rick, what is it?"

"I want you . . ."

"What?"

As I said, my mind had already turned off, so I don't know where this came from but I said, "Phil, I want you in my ass."

"Are you sure, Rick?"

"Not at all, but yes, definitely," was my nonsensical reply.

"Hold on." Rick grabbed his souvenir bag and began fumbling about inside it. He pulled out the tube of KY he remembered seeing there and a condom. We both quickly removed the rest of our clothing, and I laid down face up, grabbed my knees and pulled them up as high as I could. Phil
applied a liberal dab of KY on my hole. Then one finger invaded my chute. Fuck, it felt so good to finally have a warm, loving human organ inside me. He continued to lube me up, then tore open the condom. My eyes were glued on him as he rolled it on his shaft. He leaned forward and I
rested my ankles on his shoulders. I felt his dickhead pressing on my sphincter and began involuntarily gritting my teeth, but I gave him a big smile. Phil lunged and suddenly his cock was inside me. Oh fuck! My entire body exploded. I felt the heat of a thousand fires. He began pumping; in and out. He took my ankles in his hands and spread my legs wider. It felt
like he was going a mile up my asshole.

We both moaned. All those years of hetero sex with children in bedrooms down the hall had trained us both not to yell out the emotions we both felt. We moaned and whispered, "Fuck," "Yes," "Don't stop." Then Phil leaned in, his lips inches from my ear and whispered, "Oh, Agnes." I don't think his own ears heard it. He continued his rhythm and soon his whole body tensed and became catatonic. Then I felt the warmth as he released inside my hole. Simultaneously my own dick, sandwiched between our two bellies, also erupted. Phil collapsed on top of me and I held his sweaty body.

"I love you, Phil."

"I love you, Rick."

"I know."

Phil began to frown as his mind started to take account of the last few minutes of ecstasy. "Uh, Rick?"

"Yeah?"

"Did I call you Agnes just then?"

"Yeah," I smiled.

"I'm sorry."

"No need to be, Phil. I was happy. It made me think we might have something real going here. For my part, I'm ready to start the next forty years with my new lover." We both broke into laughter, as we did the arithmetic.

"It's going to be a great cruise!"

I wasn't sure if Phil meant the literal cruise or the metaphoric one, but my answer applied to both: "It sure is."

My Roommate Nick

Before I start this part I want to say that Nick has enjoyed people's responses to what he wrote so much that he said he wants to add to this part also. I told him he had to either start this part or end it. He's decided that he wants to add to this at the end. I think so that he can read it first and then comment.

After we returned from Europe we visited with my family for five days. I enjoyed myself, but Nick seemed to be floating on a cloud. My parents invited my uncle and his partner and several of my cousins, including Anthony and his wife, for Sunday dinner. Of course, Nick had to tell everyone about me wearing Speedos and how great I looked. I wanted to, as my grandmother says, pin his ears back (and I have no idea what that means). At one point, I had to show my tan line, and the almost lack of one (I think my cousins were more interesting in seeing my butt that my tan line). Stories abounded and Nick loved every minute of it.

When we said good-bye to my parents I noticed that Nick had tears in his eyes. I didn't say anything, but clearly he had become morose. After about an hour of driving I asked him if hewas okay. I played CD's that he likes and even sang along, which always gets a rise out of him. He
complained but not as vociferously as usual. He told me that he thought he was feeling sad because our vacation was officially over, but I thought there was more to it than that. After we stopped for gas I again asked him what was wrong. He said he was confused.

"About what?" I asked.

"I'm the same person," he said with tears. "Your parents are so wonderful and loving. I feel like your mom really likes me a lot. And your dad talks to me like he talks to everyone else in your family. Anthony is so cool. He was talking to me about Capri and he was telling me about when he and his wife stayed there and how she fucked him until he started to hide out in the bathroom. We laughed so much when I was telling him how I made you wear the Speedos and then when you stood on the bed and put on your jerk off show. He was laughing. He said, `knowing Jeff I bet he really got into it, too'. Then he said to me, `I'm happy for him that he's found you. You're good for him'. I told Anthony that you were the best thing that's ever happened to me. Anthony said, `it's good that you feel that way. Jeff is a good man.' It felt so good talking to him."

"So, what's confusing."

"My parents," tears fell from his eyes.

I started crying, too. "Nick, it's like you said, you're the same person. So, doesn't that mean it's them and not you?" He just stared out the window. I could see the tears dropping from his eyes, but he made no sound. "Nick, it's them, not you."

"I guess. It's just hard to feel lucky and unlucky at the same time. Sometimes I wonder how I can make things change if they won't even talk to me. And then I think, `fuck it' I don't want it to change. I didn't even like seeing or talking to them when they thought I was straight."

We sat silently for about five minutes. I reach over and held his hand. He looked at me and smiled, but his face was still wet with tears. "Can I say two things?" I asked.

He looked at me and laughed. "Like I could tell you not to say something."

I let go of his hand and pinched his leg. "First, I want to say that I love you. I love you and I like you, I think you are the hottest guy I saw in Europe, and it was awesome traveling with you. Really, Nick, we spent six weeks together 24/7 and there were no melt downs. I loved Capri I
loved being your boytoy and I loved Mykonos when you were mine. And, I want you to make a lot of money so you can take me back there every year."

He had a big smile on his face. "That's the first thing?"

"Second, I want to say that I absolutely hate your parents, or maybe since
I really don't know them, I hate the way they are treating you. I can't help it, Nick. You don't deserve this. If they love you they could say they don't want to meet me, but they want to see you. They could say that they aren't going to recognize me and our relationship, but that you are
their son and they want to see you."

He nodded. He turned his head and looked out the window. I felt nervous. I hadn't really said that I hated them before. "Nick, what are you thinking about?"

He took my hand and pushed it against he crotch. He had a hard-on. He looked at me and smiled and said, "Capri," and then began to laugh. "I'm getting hungry. Let's stop at the next MacDonald's."

I laughed. "You know it's dangerous having sex in a parking lot in the middle of the day."

"I know, but we can pull it off."
"Do you want to know what I want to do?"
"What?"

"Take it out and let me play with your dick until we get home."

"Are you nuts?"

"No," I said laughing. "Think of how horny you'll be when we get home."

"I'll nut before we get home."

"Okay, that's cool. Come on, take out your dick." Nick unzipped his shorts and pulled them down over his hips and then pulled down his boxer briefs and then covered his hard-on with his tee-shirt. I reach over, gotcomfortable and then took hold of his hard dick. I ran my fingers up and down the shaft, and around his cock head. I played with his balls. He pulled down his shorts further and spread his legs. I could feel his pre-cum.

We talked about school, his new job, friends. Then we stopped for lunch. He asked me if I really didn't want to blow him before we got to theapartment. I smiled and said no. Then he said, "Let me drive the rest of the way home." I laughed. "Come on, fair is fair." I laughed. He wouldn't get in the car. "Jeff, my balls are hurting. You've been playing with my dick for over an hour. It's my turn." I laughed and handed him the keys. We got back on the highway; I pulled down my shorts and boxers and covered myself with my tee-shirt. He smiled at me, reached over and
took hold of my hard dick.

By the time we arrived at our apartment we were so horny we decided not to unload the car and just go upstairs and blow each other. We didn't even undress. We pulled our shorts down, got on the bed and started sucking each other. I think we came in about one minute. Then we both pulled up our shorts, we were still hard, went downstairs and unpacked the car. Then we decided we'd better go to the grocery store to stock up our empty refrigerator. Then we went and had fresh Mex, went back to our apartment and climbed into bed to play again.

Soon we were back to our routine. I was TAing and going to classes. Nick was working and going to classes. We were both feeling busy, but found time for our almost daily workout (running and now we've added going to the school gym and working out with weights and swimming), meals together,which we try to do as much as we can (at least breakfast and dinner) and love making (there always seems to be time for that).

Nick had been emailing his brother who was asking to come for a visit.

Matt's situation, as best I understand it, is: Matt's been dating a woman since the beginning of July. When we returned from Europe, Matt told Nick that he thought it was getting serious and that it was moving toward being an exclusive relationship. He decided, since he had been pretty active sexually, to go for a STD screening like Nick and I had. He told us that he was negative for everything.

He told Nick he wanted to come up for a visit. He said that he wanted to make it a four or five day visit. He had not seen Nick since June. He reminded Nick that Nick said Matt could fuck him. He had not yet. He was also talking about sex without condoms. He also said that he thought this would be the last time the three of us played if his relationship progressed with this woman.

Nick and I talked about it. Nick said he was okay with Matt fucking him. Actually, he was looking forward to it. And, at the same time, he was looking forward to this being the last time. We decided that when Matt fucked us he had to wear a condom. I guess Nick and I wanted something that was for just us. Matt said he was curious to see what it was like to be fucked without a condom; what it was like to be filled with someone's spunk. Nick and I agreed that we'd oblige him, but that if he was all that curious about fucking someone's ass without a condom he could talk his new girlfriend into that.

Matt also mentioned that each time he had visited and played with us he felt like an outsider. He said something very interesting. I wish Nick had saved the email, but he did not, so I'll try to catch the essence of it. He said he felt like both Nick and I were `ganging up on him'. He saidthat he had very mixed feeling about it. He said that when he thinks about it, especially right after he leaves us, it bothers him. But, he said, on the other hand, often when he thinks about it, he gets an immediate hard-on. He asked if we could figure out a way he might not feel used.

Nick and I talked about it. Nick emailed him back and said that it was important to us that we set up some kind of barriers. Nick told him that Nick and I are monogamous except for him. He told him that this was going to be the last time this happened and that what he was feeling, the `gang up' thing, was that barrier. He also told Matt that maybe he should make his trip just a day trip, Matt could fuck Nick and play for an afternoon and then head home so that he did not feel like he was being ganged up on, OR he could go with the immediate hard-on part of the experience. He also told Matt that he loved him and wanted to be fair with him and did not want
to do anything to hurt their relationship, but would not do anything to put his relationship with me in jeopardy.

I read the email and it was clear, to the point, and loving.

Matt emailed Nick back and said that understanding that the barriers were there to protect our relationship made complete sense to him and that knowing that made it more than okay with him. He also said that he did not know we were being monogamous except for him. He said that now he would like to go with the `immediate hard-on' feelings and that he was willing to even push it further if we wanted. When Nick read that to me he had this big smile on his face. I glance down; he was wearing his boxers, and noticed he had a hard-on. Interestingly, I had one, too.

Matt made reservations for his visit. Nick and I talked about ganging up on him at length. The fantasies were wild, but then we decided that although he said, `let's go for it', there was a possibility that we would do harm to Matt's and Nick's relationship and that wasn't worth it. We
decided to either tone it down or each take a turn as the bottom so that Matt wouldn't feel taken advantage of. However, it did occur to us that even if Nick and I took turns as the bottom for, let's say a day, Nick and I ultimately would be deciding what would be done, by whom, when and how. And, that it would still be Nick and I playing with Matt.

Nick had to work Friday afternoon, so I went to the airport to pick up Matt. I was surprised when I saw him. He was still blond, but his hair was longer. It looked good. He was tanned and smiling. He looked like he had lost weight since the last time I saw him. He's about an inch or two taller than me, and probably weighs about 160. He looked hot.

On the way back to the apartment, I told him that Nick and I didn't want to do anything that would fuck up the friendship Nick and I had with him and that we didn't want to make him feel like we were taking advantage of him. I told him that second to me, I thought he was the most important person in Nick's life. He laughed and said he understood completely and that he got
it. What he got: he said he was into this to have sex with two hot guys and to have sex with his brother, and not to be making love with us, so he was using us in that way. And that we were into to it to have a three way and do the things you can do with a third person and therefore using him, and not making love to him. So, he said, he was using us as much as we were using him and that it was a turn on for him, too. He also said that if it got too weird he would say do. He did ask if he could watch Nick and I make love. I said yes. I told him that he should explain to Nick what he wanted. He said to me that he was nervous about asking for what he wanted. He said he feels embarrassed. I told him that he didn't need to, that we were going to spend the next four days sucking and fucking each other and that we were all going to be pretty vulnerable with each other. He told me that he had this fantasy about being dominated by a man. He said he use to jerk off to thinking about being fuck by a man, he said that it was almost like being abused and dominated. He asked me if that sounded sick. I said no, it didn't. I told him that Nick and I play out fantasies. I told him that recently Nick lay face down on the floor and told me to fuck him long and hard. I told him that Nick wanted to do it on the floor because he thought the bed absorbed part of the thrust and he wanted to feel like he was being `nailed to the floor'.

Matt said, "Wow, that's wild. Did you do that?"

"Yes, and he's done it to me. It's kind of a weird feeling. It's like I'm there for no other reason but to be used as a receptacle for him. I can't move, I can't jerk off, all I can do is take it. I lay there and all I think about and feel is him and what he's doing."

Matt said, "Fuck, that's hot. I want you guys to do that to me." Then he asked, "Have you ever taken Cialis?"

"What's that?" I asked.

"You know, the hard-on pill."

"You mean Viagra," I said.

"No, Cialis. It lasts three days."

"Is that the one where they say if you have a hard-on for more then four hours you should see a doctor?"

"Yeah, that one."

"No, we've never taken anything. We don't need it," I said and laughed.

"Yeah, I know, but it is fun."

"Have you taken it?"

"Yeah, I took half of one. My dick was hard like I was fifteen years old."

"You're only twenty-six,"

"Yeah, but the fourth time in one day, I was hard like I was fifteen. And, it was like that for three days."

"Really, do you have some?"

"Yeah, I brought two of them. We'll only need to take half. Believe me, half and your dick is like a steal rod."

I laughed. "I'm sure your brother will be up for that."

"We can take it tomorrow. I won't need it tonight," he said.

By the time we got to my apartment Nick was home. We continued talking. Matt told us that when he was fourteen he and a buddy started jerking off together. He said that they decided to see how many times they could jo in one day and spent the day jerking until they couldn't cum anymore. He said the next summer he and this guy started sucking each other. They decided
to see how much cum they could suck out of each other. He said they started on a Sunday morning after church at his friend's house and sucked each other three times that afternoon and swallowed each other's cum. He said they had dinner with his friend's parents and then went to his bedroom and sucked each other. That night he slept over at his friend's house and they sucked each other twice more during the night. He said the next day his friend's parents went to work and they started sucking each other again. He said their mouths got tired before they ran out of cum, so they started jerking off and when they'd cum they suck each other. He said that
if he remembers correctly they each had about 14 loads of cum in two days. Nick sat there with his mouth handing open.

He said it was months later that they were talking about fucking each other. He said that he started to have this fantasy about getting fucked all day and having loads of cum in his ass and fucking his friend and filling him up. He said that he and his friend talked about it and, although his friend was saying he wasn't into it, they decided to do it. He said they cut school and went to his friend's house and he went first. He started to push into his friend and then his friend said NO WAY. He said his friend really panicked and wouldn't do it. So they sucked each other. He told us that he's always had the fantasy of being fucked all day and being filled up.

I looked at Nick who was smiling and asked him what he thought. All Nick said was, "Sure, if you want, I'm cool with it. I just don't want you to leave being angry at us, or feeling like we fuck you over, sort of speak."

Matt said that he was up for anything we wanted and that we could push it with him. "I want you to fuck me over, and under." I asked him about feeling bad when he leaves and feeling like we were ganging up on him. He said that if he's the one who decides he's going to get ganged up on and if he decides he's is going to get pushed to do stuff, then it's not like it's being done to him.

Both Nick and I told him we completely understood what he meant. Then he said that he would never want to do anything to fuck up our relationship. He said that probably this won't be the last time, but it might be the last time we fucked around. He said that if it is he'd like to leave feeling like we played and played hard. He said the only thing that he wanted to definitely do was fuck "MY BROTHER".

Nick turned around and said, "you can fuck me all you want, but with a condom." Matt was fine with that. Then Nick said, "One more thing. Kissing; how about if we say there is no kissing during sex, but if you want to kiss Jeff or me when we're not having sex, that's really cool.

Matt told Nick he had Cialis. Nick knew what it was. We told him we thought we'd take it tomorrow. Nick wanted to take it then, but he finally agreed with tomorrow.

I walked up to Matt and hugged him and then kissed him tongue to tongue and then told him that we were both glad he had come up and that I thought we were going to have a great time. He smiled. I said to him, "Are you sure you want us to take control."

He said, "If you would do it with Nick or have done it with Nick, then I'll do it." He said, "Look, I'm probably not going to want to do this again, you know get dominated and stuff, so I would really like to go for broke. I know you guys care about me and don't want to fuck with me, so it's
cool."

It was clear that he had a hard-on. Nick walked up to Matt and put his hand on Matt's package and said, "Why don't we get a load off before we go out to dinner?"

Matt said, "Sounds good to me. I haven't cum in two days and I've been hard all day."

Nick said, "Yeah, we've saved ourselves for you." He walked over to the cabinet and took out a wine glass. (This was one of the things we had talked about when we were fantasizing about all the things we'd make Matt do). Nick then dropped his pants to the floor. He was hard.

I said, "Maybe you should tell him what you have in mind," to Nick.

Nick said to Matt, "You're going to cum in this glass, then Jeff and I will cum in the glass and then I'm going to pour all the cum into your mouth for you to swallow."

Matt just stared at Nick. I said, "Remember if you don't think you can,
just say so."

Matt asked us, "You guys have done this?" We both nodded. Matt shrugged
and started jerking his dick. "Maybe before I leave I'll get to see one of you do it?" We nodded. "I'm up for it."

I dropped my pants and started jerking. We stood there in the middle of the kitchen jerking and touching each other's balls, chests, nipples, butts. A couple of times I thought I could cum, but I thought I'd let Matt cum first. He was close. Nick was holding the glass when Matt said, "I'm
close." Both Nick and I stopped jerking. Nick held the glass in front of Matt's dick as he pounded away at his dick.

I counted six large thick ropey white shots of cum. Then Nick squeezed Matt's cock head and wiped it over the rim of the glass. Matt just kept saying "Fuck." Nick held the glass up for us to look at. There was a lot of cum and it was all in one big glob. Nick put it to his nose and took in
the sniff. Then he let me smell it.

Matt said, "This isn't going to be easy."

Nick said to Matt, "Keep playing with your dick. By the time we cum, you'll feel differently" Matt did. Both Nick and I were close but Nick said to me, "You go next." He knelt down in front of me and held the glass. I started jerking but slowly. I knew if I gave Matt a few minutes it would be easier. I've done this several times myself. When I was ready to come I told Nick and he put the glass over my dick head and I started cumming. I came hard. I almost lost my balance. I had to hold onto Matt's shoulder. When I was done cumming Nick put my dick in his mouth and licked up whatever was left.

Nick started jerking and I noticed that Matt was hard and jerking again. Nick handed me the glass. I held it up. There was a lot of cum. I swirled it around and looked at Matt and smiled. He laughed and said,
"Fuck."

Nick kept jerking. I knelt down in front of Nick and played with his balls while he jerked. He was ready. I held up the glass and caught all his spunk. He came a lot, too. Then I licked up what was left on his dick and he and I kissed. I handed the glass to Nick.

He swirled it around and smiled at Matt. Matt looked at him and shrugged. Nick said, "I'll give you some to get the taste and then I'll give you the rest."

Matt said, "Okay." Then he started laughing and said, "Fuck, this is fuckin' perverted. I'm ready."

Nick tilted the glass and poured a big glob into Matt's mouth as he said, "Taste it, swirl it around and taste it." Matt did. I looked at Nick and he was hard. So was Matt and so was I. "You okay," Nick asked.

"Yeah, sure. It's fine; go for it," he said, opening his mouth. Nick put the glass to Matt's mouth and poured in the rest of the cum. It slid in one big glob into his mouth. Matt closed his mouth around it and then swallowed it all in one swallow. Then he laughed and said, "You guys have
a beer I could drink," and laughed. Nick walked to the refrigerator with his pants down around his ankles and got us each a beer. Before he handed the beer to Matt, Nick leaned over and kissed him. I watched as their tongue met. Then Matt leaned over to me and kissed me the same way.

The three of us took our beers and half pulling up our pants, went to the living room and sat down on the sofa. I was semi hard, as was Nick but Matt was still fully erect. We asked him how it was and he said that the thought of doing it was a lot worse than doing it.

Then he asked us if he could blow us. We said sure. He got down on his knees in front of us and started sucking Nick and then me. Nick and I sat there, relaxing, kissing each other, playing with each other's nipples and balls as Matt went from dick to dick. Nick took Matt's head in his hands;
started thrusting up into his mouth and pushing his head down on his cock and then came in his mouth. Then he came over to me and finished me off. We asked him if he wanted to get off and he said that he would when we got back from dinner. He said he wanted to fuck us both.

The conversation to and from the restaurant and during the dinner was surreal. First Matt talked about his new girlfriend. She sounded wonderful and he sounded taken with her and excited about their budding relationship. Then we talked about Europe, Capri, me being Nick's boytoy and the Speedos. I had to promise to put them on so that Matt could see me in them. We talked about Nick being my boytoy in Mykonos. Then, and I don't remember how we got onto this topic, perhaps it was when we talked about Matt wanting to fuck Nick, Matt started talking about how he played with Nick when he was asleep. He laughed and said that when Nick was telling Matt about cumming on his salad he thought about telling him.

On several occasions they went to their relative's house for holidays and Nick and Matt would sleep in the same bed. Matt said that after Nick fell asleep he would slip his hand in Nick's underwear and grope him. He said that he did it from the time Nick was about nine years old. He said that he remembers when Nick starting getting pubic hair. Matt said that there were occasions when he was in high school that he would slip his hand under Nick's covers and into his boxers and touch him.

Needless to say Nick was surprised but he said that he thought he remembered waking up sometimes and thinking that something was happening. Nick said that one time he woke up when they were sharing a bed and Matt was lying with his leg over Nick. Nick said that Matt's dick was out of his boxers, hard and pressed into Nick's hand. Nick asked Matt if that really happened. Matt said yes. Matt told Nick that he and his friend thought of this trick to play on Nick. It was summer and they slept in their boxers and covered with a sheet. He said he uncovered Nick and waited for him to roll over on his back. Then he jerked himself off and when he was close to cumming, he opened the front of Nick's boxers so he could see his dick and pubic hair, then he leaned over him, leaning on the wall which Nick's bed sat against and came on his groin.

Matt said he was so nervous and excited his legs were shaking so much he almost fell on Nick. He said he lay down on his bed and then kicked Nick's bed until he woke up. He said that Nick sat up, put his hand into his boxers and felt around. Then he said Nick pulled his hand out and smelled it. Matt said he almost broke out laughing. He said Nick got up took off his underwear and wiped himself dry and then got in bed and covered himself up.

Nick sat and listened with his mouth hanging open. I just laughed. Nick laughed and said he was looking forward to cumming on Matt's face. Matt laughed. Then Nick said to me, you've got to cum on his face, too. Of course, I said I would just to make Nick happy.

On the way home Matt talked about how he wanted to suck and fuck Nick when they lived together. Nick asked Matt if he remembered the night when Matt sat on Nick's bed and smoked weed in the nude. Matt said yes. Matt said, "That's the night I let you see my hard-on and told you to touch it and let me touch yours."

Nick said, "Yeah, that night. I had such a hard-on but I was too
embarrassed."

Matt said, "Yeah, you touched my dick but then you wouldn't let me touch
yours."

Nick said, "I don't remember touching your dick." Then he thought about it and said, "Maybe I do."

"You did. You wrapped your fingers around it and squeezed and then touched the head of my dick and I started to try to touch yours and you stopped me. If you would have let me touch yours I would have sucked you dry that night. I remember I got in my bed and lay there and jerked off. I guess you listened to me. I was hoping you'd jerk off, too, but you didn't."

Nick said, "I did listen to you. I listened and a couple of times watched you."

By this time we were home. We were all hard. Matt was more than ready to fuck Nick.

"How do you want to do this?" Nick asked Matt.

"Do I only get to do it once, or what?" he answered.

"No, not just once," Nick said as he undressed. Matt and I were naked and hard. Matt walked up to me and started playing with my dick as he watched Nick undress.

When Nick was undressed he smiled at Matt and said, "So, how do you want to do it?"

"I've always had this fantasy of you being in bed and me lying behind you
and touching you and moving around until I can slid my dick into you. Then I flip you onto your back and me getting between your legs and fucking you, until I cum. I also have this fantasy about lay down and you sitting on my dick and moving up and down until I cum. You're hard while you do that. But we can do that next."

Nick smiled. "Sounds good to me." Nick lay down on the bed near where I was sitting. I moved so that I was lying next to him, facing him. Matt put on a condom and lubed up. Matt lay down behind Nick. I leaned toward Nick and kissed him as Matt began running his hand over Nick's chest, over his dick and balls and then up to his chest again.

I watched Matt as he pushed into Nick and held onto Nick's hip pulling Nick against him. Nick lifted his knee and then arched his back. Matt looked like he was really turned on. He was breathing hard. He was pushing against Nick; I guessed trying to slide into Nick. Then Matt must have found his mark because Nick's eyes opened wide and he looked like he was in pain. Matt held him in place and started thrusting into Nick. Nick pulled my face to his and we kissed.

Matt was fucking Nick hard. Nick started pushing into Matt as Matt thrust against him. Then Matt let out a loud grunt and thrust hard into Nick. I watched as Matt's body seemed to be in spasms. He was holding Nick hard against him. Then Matt stopped thrusting. I smiled at Nick. Matt came in about one minute.

Nick rolled over and looked at Matt. "I thought you were going to flip me over."

Matt shrugged and smiled. "I was too into it," he said as he pulled off the condom. He lay back on the bed. "That was hot." He laughed and said, "Fuck, I finally got to fuck Nickie." He looked at me and said, "And you're next," and smiled.

"Anytime you're ready," I said.

Both Nick and I were rubbing our hard-ons. I asked Nick, "You want to fuck his ass or his mouth?"

Matt asked, "Do I get a say in this?"

Nick said, "No," and laughed. Matt smiled.

"Let's fuck his mouth. We'll save his ass for tomorrow and fuck him all day," and laughed. He said to Matt, "You are going to get so fucked."

Matt smiled and said, "That's why I'm here, so bring it on."

Nick and I were still stroking our dicks. Nick moved and straddled Matt's chest. "So how many loads have you had so far?"

Matt said, "Five."

"Here's number six," Nick said as he moved his dick head into Matt's mouth. He started moving his hips back and forth. I watched as Nick's dick slid in and out of Matt's mouth.

I said, "Let me see you cum." Nick nodded and smiled.

When Nick finally got close he pulled his dick out of Matt's mouth and started jerking off. "Keep your mouth open," he said to Matt. Matt did. I watched as Nick shot his load into Matt's mouth and then pushed his dick back into Matt's mouth. "Suck it," he ordered. Matt glanced up at Nick as he began trying to swallow the cum in his mouth and suck Nick's dick.

I was getting close. I had been stroking while I was watching. I told Nick to let me get into Matt's mouth. Nick moved and I took his place. I pushed my dick into Matt's open mouth and started thrusting. It didn't take me long. I pulled my dick out of Matt's mouth and started jerking. Nick was running his hand up and down my chest. I shot my load into Matt's mouth and then put my dick back in his mouth. He sucked and licked my dick. Nick and I kissed.

We sat on the bed and talked. We asked Matt if he wanted to get off again or should we call it a night. He was playing with himself. He said he wanted to fuck me. Nick looked at me and laughed. I lay down and lifted my legs and said, "I'm ready if you are." He put on a condom, lubed up and started moving toward me. "Give me the lube," I said. He gave it to me. I gave it to Nick who then put some on my butt hole and then started using his finger to loosen me up. As he did I pulled him toward me and we started kissing.

Matt moved between my legs. I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him toward me. I took hold of his dick and aimed at my butt hole and held onto to it so he wouldn't bury it in one thrust. When I was comfortable with him in me I let go of his dick. Nick lay beside me rubbing my chest and stomach and my dick and balls as we watched Matt fucking me. Several times
I reached up and touched Matt's chest and face. One time I slid my fingers into his mouth and he sucked as he fucked me. Nick played with Matt's chest and nipples. Then Matt startedgroaning and thrusting harder and faster. I locked my legs around him and pulled him down on me. I held him as he started cumming. His body was shaking all over. Nick laughed.

Then Matt pulled out of me he said, "You guys are so hot. I love watching you guys with each other. It's hot."

Matt moved to his bed. Nick and I pulled the covers over us and wrapped our arms around each other. We kissed. Nick asked, "You okay?"

"Very. How about you?"

"I'm good." he said. "I really love you," he said as moved his hand to my dick. I smiled and kissed him. I fell asleep holding him while he held my dick.

The next morning I woke up as Nick was getting up to make coffee. I looked over at Matt's bed and he was awake. I had morning wood. I had to pee so I got up. I noticed him looking at my dick. I smiled at him. As I passed his bed I pulled the covers off of him. His dick was hard. I leaned over and took his dick in my hand and started squeezing it. He reached up and took mine and began jerking me.

"I've got to pee," I said.

"Me, too," he said.

We both got up and went to the bathroom and stood over the bowl and tried to pee. It took a while.

We both jumped back into my bed and waited for Nick to bring us coffee. I said to him, "Before we spend the day fucking your butt, you should probably use the shower to clean yourself out." He nodded. He went into the bathroom and took his shower. When he was done I went in and did the same. Then Nick joined us with the coffee. I told him he should take a shower and smiled at him. He nodded.

When he was done he climbed into bed with us and took the Cialis. We drank our coffee and started comparing dicks. I had sucked and played with Matt's dick before but never really looked at it or had him examine mine. We took turns lying on the bed while the other two of us closely examine and touched and licked at the others cock and balls. Nick decided we had to be measured. They measure me at 8.5 x 5.5 inches. Nick measure at 7.5 x 5.5 and Matt measured at 7.0 x 6.0. Nick and Matt took turns trying to deep throat my entire dick. Matt couldn't even get close. Eventually, Nick had his nose in my pubes. He's had practice. He was able to deep
throat Nick, as was I. Both Nick and I could deep throat Matt, but that extra half inch of girth is noticeable.

It was odd laying there and having them check out my balls, roll me over and spread my cheeks and play with my butt hole. I am often surprised by the was I respond to certain things. Lying there, having two men touching me, looking at me, talking about my stomach, ass, dick, and balls, really had me turned on. I felt both nervous but almost overwhelmed with sensations running through my body. They had me in every position imaginable. Nick had to show him how I looked from behind with me on my knees, with my head down on the mattress with my balls handing and then with him pushing my dick down. With me in that position he ran his fingers
over my butt crack. Then Nick began to lick my crack as Matt watched. Then Nick took Matt's head and moved him toward my ass. Matt began licking my hole and poking his tongue into me.

The three of us took a turn lying still for the others to examine. We decided that Nick had the nicest looking ass. That I had the nicest looking dick and that Matt's balls were the best.

Then we talked about fucking Matt. Nick told him that all day he had to do what we said, and could only do what we said. Matt smiled. He looked nervous but excited.

Nick asked, "You've never had cum in your ass?"

"No. I've been fucked but always with a condom."

"I guess I'm going to go first so that I can be the first to plant my seed
in you."

Matt was lying on his back. Nick got up and put lube on his dick. He knelt down between Matt's legs and lifted them as Matt pulled his knees back. Nick put some lube on Matt's hole and then moved toward him. I watched as Nick rubbed his dick head around Matt's butt hole and then
pushed about half his dick into Matt. Matt grunted. Nick began rocking back and forth pushing further and further into Matt. Matt started jerking himself, and Nick said, "Don't cum." Matt looked at Nick and nodded. Then Nick said to me, "Let him suck you, while I fuck him, then you can fuck him."

I moved and put my dick into Matt's mouth. He sucked me. I could hear him moaning and groaning as Nick fucked him and he sucked on my dick. Nick then started fucking Matt hard and fast. Matt stopped sucking me and looked up at Nick. Matt entire body was moving with each of Nick's thrusts. I watched as Nick's chest turned red, as his face became flush and as he began to shake. He let out a deep groan as he pushed hard into Matt. He was cumming.

"Fuck," Matt said, "I can feel you cumming." Nick collapsed on top of Matt. He lay there breathing hard. Matt held him and then reached up and messed up Nick's hair. Nick looked at Matt and smiled and then they kissed.

I moved between Matt's legs and wondered about lubing up, but then thought that Matt was going to be pretty wet. He was, and it really turned me on. The thought of fucking with Nick's cum surrounding my dick got me close quickly. As I was fucking Matt, Nick moved and sat on Matt's face and faced me. I saw him spread his cheeks over Matt's face. Then Nick and I
started kissing. It didn't take me long before I came.

Nick moved off of Matt as I did. We both looked down at Matt. He was hard. He said, "Fuck, I don't know how much of this I'm going to be able to take."

Nick said, "No backing out now, pussy."

Matt laughed and said, "You going to let me cum?"

Nick smiled at him and said, "In a while."

Matt said, "It's feels like it's running out of me," meaning our cum.

"Roll over," Nick said. "I'm not done with you." Matt looked at me and rolled his eyes. I started laughing. "Well," Nick said, as he continued to play with his dick, "I want to see what it's like fucking such a wet ass."

I said to Matt, "You asked for this." He nodded.

Nick was hard. He got on top of Matt, aimed his dick and then pushed himself into Matt. I watched as Nick, lying on top of Matt, thrust hard. I've decided that one of the most exciting things to watch is a man humping, especially Nick. I watched as Nick pushed up and down and watched as his ass moved in circular motions and watched as his beautiful ass tightened and then relaxed. Sometimes most of his body lifted off of Matt and then slammed down on him. But, most of the time, he lay there and what moved was his ass, up and down, round and round and then up and down. He and I looked at each other. He watched me watching him as I stroked my
dick. Again, I was rock hard.

I watched as all of Nick's body tensed, as he pushed hard into Matt and groaned. He was cumming.

Nick got off of Matt and pulled at my arm to move on top of Matt. Again, Matt said, "Fuck," and laughed. When I lay down on top of Matt I felt the sweat that was all over his back and ass against my chest and groin. Again, I easily slid into his ass. Nick sat beside me. I started fucking
Matt, but I was very aware of Nick watching me the way I watched him. My attention seemed to be more on Nick watching me than me fucking Matt. As I fucked Matt, Nick ran his hand over my back and along my butt. It was the strangest feeling. I was fucking Matt but my attention was on Nick, his hands on me, him watching me. Then he slid his hand between my legs. I opened my legs wide so that my legs feel outside of Matt's legs. Nick took y balls in his hand. I leaned up and kissed him. It was truly a strange sensation. Fucking Matt and being completely wrapped up in what Nick and I were doing.

"You are so fuckin hot," Nick said.

"You, too."

I lay down on top of Matt again and started pounding into him. He grunted with each push. As I started cumming, Nick ran his fingers from my balls to that place between my balls and my ass and pushed. I came hard.

When I rolled off of Matt, he said, "I hope we're going to take a break."

Nick and I laughed. Matt ran to the bathroom. He was still hard.

Nick and I went to the kitchen looking through the refrigerator, trying to decide what to make for breakfast. Nick wanted an omelet. He started that while I set the table and started the toast. Matt joined us. We were all still naked and he was still hard.

"We'd better take care of that or we'll have to take you to the doctor," I said and laughed.

"After breakfast," Nick yelled.

"This Cialis really works," I said, as my dick started becoming hard again.

As we sat down for breakfast, Nick said to Matt, "You still into this?"

Matt said, "Don't ask me that anymore, and don't ask me if I'm okay, anymore. If I want to stop I'll say so."

Nick nodded and said, "Why don't you jerk off for us and cum on your eggs."

Matt immediately stood up and started to jerk off. I looked at Nick and shook my head and laughed. I looked down and saw that Nick had a hard-on, so did I.

We watched as Matt jerked his dick. There really is something hot about watching someone pleasure themselves. Like I said, Matt is very attractive and has a nice set of balls. He clearly was into being watched. Nick was into it, too. So, was I. (LOL) Then Matt walked over to Nick and moved him so that Matt could sit on one of Nick's legs so that he was half facing him. Nick played with Matt's balls as Matt continued jerking. Then Matt stood up and put his dick in Nick's face and continued jerking. Nick began licking the head of Matt's dick as Matt jerked. Then Matt walked over to me and sat on my leg. I played with his balls and then licked his dick head.

Then Matt walked to where he was sitting, leaned forward and aimed his dick at his plate. Nick leaned across the table and picked up the plate getting it closer for Matt. I moved so I had a clear view. Matt started grunting loudly and then let go of a huge amount of thick white cum.

The three of us sat and devoured our breakfast. Nick and I watched as Matt ate his eggs without hesitation.

"How's your ass?" I asked Matt.

"It feels like your dick is still up there," he said.

While we cleaned up the kitchen we talked about what we'd do that afternoon. We decided to go to town, maybe see a movie, or rent a DVD.

It was shower time. Nick started the shower, I was shaving and Matt was someplace in the apartment. Nick called out, "Matt, get in the shower." Matt entered the bathroom and looked at Nick. Matt shrugged and stepped in the shower with Nick. I watched them as I shaved. Our shower curtain is clear. I watched as Matt started to soap up and then watch Nick, who was facing him, take hold of his own dick and aim it at Matt. I started to laugh. Nick and I have had piss fights in the shower before.

Matt stood there soaping up when Nick started peeing on him. The expression on Matt's face was on of surprise. Then he laughed. He tried to move away but there was no where to go. He turned around and Nick continued peeing on his butt and up his back. Then Matt turned around and tried to grab Nick's dick. Nick let him but kept peeing. Nick was laughing. Matt was laughing.

I had to pee. I opened the curtain and said to Matt, hold him. Matt grabbed Nick who tried to pull away as I began pissing on Nick.

I went back to shaving, and Nick and Matt showered. Matt got out and I stepped in. We washed each other, kissed a lot, finger each other's ass and pulled on each other's puds. We were both hard. We talked about getting in bed and fucking each other but decided we'd wait until later.


When Nick and I entered our bedroom, Matt was already dressed. Matt walked up to Nick and put his arms around him. I watched as they kissed and hugged. I heard Matt say, "I love you, Nickie." Nick said, "I love you, too."

I walked to him, put my arms around him and hugged him. Then I kissed him and said, "You're hot and kinky like your brother."

Matt smiled and said, "I love you guys."

I kissed him again, giving him my tongue and then said, "I love you, too."

We went to town; did some shopping. The weather was great. We went to blockbusters and rented DVD's. Then we went to campus and had a late lunch. Nick asked Matt how he thought of himself regarding sex with guys; did he think he was bisexual.

Matt said, "I really don't understand it. I know there's something going on, I guess I am bisexual. I've always liked fucking around with guys. To tell you the truth I think messing around with you guys is the best gay sex I've ever had. But, I like sex with woman. It's really different. It's softer, I like being in charge and being on top. I love a woman's breasts. I like checking out woman. I don't check out men, but damn I love the sex."

I said, "I guess that makes you bisexual."

"I'm going to miss sex with guys if I stop having sex with the both of you.
It's going to be tough."

Nick asked, "What do you think you'll miss the most?"

Matt answered, "Sucking dick; sometimes I think I don't like the idea of getting fucked, but then sometimes I get this raging hard-on thinking about you guys fucking me. It's like this thing that comes over me and I'm like a dog in heat."

Nick said, "A female dog," and smiled.

Matt laughed. "I don't understand it. You two are the only people who have fucked me. When I left the first time I thought I'd never let anyone fuck me again. I was glad I did it, but I was sure I wouldn't do it again. By the time I saw you guys last spring my ass was so ready to get fucked.
Then all this summer I was thinking about you guys in Europe and fucking you (meaning Nick) when you got back. But mostly I was thinking about you guys fucking me all day long. I had the Cialis and was saving it. I felt like I was in heat. I'd fuck my girlfriend and then going to sleep and I'd be getting hard thinking about getting fucked by you guys."

I had a hard-on listening to him. I asked him, "Do you think you could fall in love with a guy?"

"I doubt it. You mean like you guys?" I nodded. "I doubt it." He looked at Nick and said, "Nickie, I really do love you. Sometimes I feel so guilty about being such a prick in high school. You think that dad ignored you and that dad gave me all this attention and that I was lucky. I really hated it. You know how dad is. His attention means you get criticized all the time. He was always on me about my grades in school. No matter how I did in sports he always criticized. He'd get me alone and tell me I embarrassed him. I think I'd see you sitting alone, reading and not having to deal with all his shit and I'd want to punch you out."

"I never knew it was like that for you," Nick said. "From what I saw, dad just didn't like me and that he liked you and always wanted to be with you. Sometimes I hated you for taking all his attention. And then I'd hate myself for not being good enough."

Matt said, "Nickie, you were great in school. Straight A's"

"Yeah, but that didn't matter to dad. Matt, don't feel bad about it anymore. I think he fucked with both of us. I wish we were better friends then, but now we are good friends." I looked at Nick and his eyes filled with tears. Matt's eyes filled with tears, too. Neither of them talked.

I said, "Look you guys, maybe if things were different then, things would be different now. Maybe you guys would have been close then and not as close now. Or maybe you wouldn't be talking now."

Matt said to me, "I love you, too. But, I don't think I could be in love with a guy. You guys are in love and it's great. I don't think I could feel that way about a guy, but I've felt that way about women and I feel that way now about my girlfriend."

Nick said, "I'm happy for you. When do we get to meet her?"

"How about Thanksgiving?" Matt asked.

"We're going to Jeff's parents for Thanksgiving, but we could meet up the day after," he said, looking at me.

I said, "Yeah, we could borrow one of my parents' cars and meet up someplace on Friday. I think we'll fly back on Saturday."

We started to make our way back to the car and then home. I asked Matt, "How's your ass doing?"

"Feels like I've been fucked," he said and smiled. "Are we going to fuck when we get back?"

Nick and I smiled and nodded. When we got back to the car, I told Nick he should drive and tell Matt to sit up front. He looked at me confused. Then I told Nick he should tell Matt to pull his pants down and jerk while we drove back and Nick could jerk him, too. Nick smiled and nodded.

As Nick started up the car and Matt put his seat belt on, Nick said, "Pull your pants down to your knees."

Matt looked at Nick and said, "Me? Here?"

"Yeah." Nick stayed parked until Matt had his pants down to his knees. "Pull your underwear down." Matt looked around outside the car and then pulled his underwear down. Nick pulled into traffic and said, "Jerk off, but don't cum."

Matt laughed and said, "Damn," as he began stroking his dick.

I leaned forward so I could watch. Matt glanced at me and then moved so I had a better view. He kept glancing out the window. Nick reached across and pulled Matt's shirt over his dick and then took hold of his dick. Matt sat back as Nick played with Matt's hard-on.

Nick looked back at me and said, "Are we cooking dinner or what?"

I said, "I thought we could order in."

"Let's get food at the market and cook."

I said, "Okay." About ten minutes later, still jerking at Matt's dick, Nick pulled into the grocery store parking lot. We watched as Matt tucked his hard-on into his pants and then pulled his shirt over himself as he got out of the car. I said to Nick, "You are such a dick." Jeff laughed.

Matt said, "That's okay, have your fun."

When we returned to the car Nick told me to drive and told Matt to sit up front. I glanced at Matt and smiled. Matt shook his head and then pulled down his pants and started jerking again. I slipped my hand under his shirt and started playing with his dick. He was wet with pre-cum.

Matt asked, "You guys do this?" I nodded. "I've thought about it. I mean with a girl, but it never happens."

Back in the apartment, while Matt and I were putting away the groceries, Nike entered the kitchen naked. "You guys still have clothes on?" Both Matt and I turned and glanced down at Nick's hard-on. No matter how many times you see someone naked and hard and walking around the apartment, it's still both a surprise and a turn on. Matt just shook his head. He and I
went into the bedroom and undressed. Nike joined us and lay down on the bed. Matt lay down beside him. Nick put his hand behind Matt's head and pushed him down to his dick. Matt opened his mouth and started sucking. I moved toward the bed. Nick reached for my dick and pulled me toward his mouth. I knelt beside Nick as he sucked my dick, as Matt sucked Nick's
dick.

Nick moved, pulling his dick out of Matt's mouth. He moved me so that now Matt was sucking me. Nick began sucking Matt's dick. Matt moaned loudly. Nick and I looked at each other and smiled. The Cialis must still be working because the three of us were rock hard.

Nick found the condoms and lube, put one on Matt and straddled Matt. Matt stopped sucking me and said, "I have to watch this." I nodded. Nick standing over Matt began to squat. He took hold of Matt's dick and put it up against his butt hole. I looked at Matt. His was breathing quickly and shallow. I leaned forward and took hold on Nick's balls and lifted them so Matt and I could watch his dick disappearing in Nick's butt.

Nick squatted over Matt's dick and slowly let it disappear. He began to bounce up and down taking Matt's entire dick up his butt. Matt began moving his hands up and down Nick's legs and then took hold of Nick's hard-on which was bouncing up and down as he did. Nick and I looked at
each other and smiled. Matt was moaning and groaning and began thrusting upward into Nick. Both of us watched as Matt's body began to spasm and he arched his back forward. Nick smiled as he moved off of Matt. His dick, still covered with the cum filled condom, was still hard.

Nick pulled the condom off of Matt, smiled at him and said, "Lay down on the floor."

Matt asked, "On the floor?" Nick nodded. He lay down but Nick rolled him over so he was lying on his stomach. Matt said, "I did ask for this."

Nick said to me, "You first this time."

I lubed up my dick and put some one Matt ass. My dick was still rock hard. I slowly pushed myself deep into Matt. He moaned and pushed up against me. Nick sat beside us and played with my ass and balls as I fucked Matt. My thought was to take this slow and easy, but almost immediately I was fucking him fast and hard. Hearing Matt grunting, feeling Nick gently running his fingers over my balls brought me to a climax quickly. I took two or three long and forceful thrusts into Matt and then pushed as deeply as I could as I began to cum.

As soon as I moved off on Matt, Nick moved on top of Matt. I watched as Matt turned his head and smiled at Nick. Matt began to lift himself. Nick moved off of him. Matt got on all fours and again looked at Nick and smiled and said, "Ride that ass."

Nick smiled and nodded. At first Nick fucked Matt, and fucked him hard, while he knelt behind him. Nick was fucking him so hard Matt had to brace himself. Then Nick stood up, squatted behind Matt and began fucking him hard. He pushed Matt's back down, Matt's head was against the floor. Matt was grunting each time Nick thrust into him. Nick told me to touch his balls. I did.

Nick continued to fuck Matt. I'd watch him slow down and move, he was holding back on his orgasm. Matt was still grunting. I was getting hard again. Touching Nick, listening to the sound of Nick's dick moving in and out of Matt's butt, listening to Matt grunting was really turning me on.

Nick started thrusting hard. I could feel his balls tightening. I could tell he was going to cum. I watched as Nick thrust so hard into Matt I thought they were both going to fall over. When Nick finally moved off of Matt, Matt lay flat on the floor.

Matt ran to the bathroom. Nick and I lay down on the bed. Nick asked, "How are you doing with all of this?"

I said, "Fine. It's hot watching you. I don't think I'd want to do thisoften, but it's kind of hot. And, it's fun to watch him. How are you doing?"

"I think I'm over the `he's my brother' thing. But I'm into watching you and having you watch me. Is it okay if tomorrow you two put me in the middle?"

"What do you mean?"

"One of you fuck me, while I suck the other. I'd rather you be fucking me and I'll suck him. Get the both of you off," Nick asked.

"Yeah, sure; but I get my turn in the middle, too."

"That's cool." He kissed me. Matt returned to the bedroom. Nick asked,
"How's your ass?"

Matt smiled and said, "Not sure I can take much more."

Nick said, "I think you should take a rest and after dinner we'll go at you again," and smiled. Matt sat down and shrugged. "Come on, don't you want to go beyond your comfort level? You've only been fucked six times," Nick laughed.

"Yeah, okay."

We all went into the living room. Nick put some popcorn in the microwave, we put on a DVD and drank beer and watched a movie. We sat naked, the three of us on the sofa. I sat at one end, Matt sat at the other, Nick lay across us, his head in my lap, and his feet in Matt's lap. For a while I played with Nick's dick while we watched the movie, then Matt played with him.

Matt asked, "Do you guys touch each other like this when you watch TV?"

Nick answered, "Yes."

After the movie we decided to take a run. Matt complained that his butt hole hurt and didn't know if he could run. Nick said, "Get your running shoes on; you're running." Matt laughed. We all dressed and headed outside. We were back in about an hour. We took a quick shower and cooked dinner. After dinner, still naked, we put on another movie.

When the movie ended Nick went into the bedroom and brought out the condoms and lube. "We'll let you decide what order you want to do this. But we decided the position."

"I want to fuck Jeff. I'll fuck him first. I'm not going to be able to move after you two get done with me."

I lubed up my butt hole. Matt put on a condom and lube. Nick sat down in the corner of the sofa. I lay down between Nick's legs with my head in his lap. I pulled my knees up to my shoulders.

Nick said to Matt, as he put his hand on my crotch and grabbed my dick and balls, "I've got him trained well."

I watched as Matt stroked his dick and played with my ass. Nick held on to my balls. Both he and I had a view of my butt. Matt knelt over me, aimed and then slowly pushed himself into me. I felt Nick's dick pressing against my head. Matt started fucking me. Both Nick and I watched. Nick kept running his hand up and down my chest and play with my nipples. He played with my dick and balls and then leaned down and started kissing me. Matt leaned down over me. He was inches away from my face as Nick and I continued to kiss. As he fucked me he started licking my face and then Nick's face. He was fucking me hard when he finally came. Again, grunting and groaning and pushing down on me hard. I wrapped my legs around him and
pulled him down on me and held him. He and Nick kissed, then Matt and I kissed.

Matt lay down on the sofa. He started laughing as Nick put lube on his dick. He said, "I'm glad I had the nerve to ask you guys for this. You don't think I'm weird, do you?"

Nick leaned over and kissed Matt and said, "If you're weird, I'm weird and Jeff is weird. When we were in Capri I fucked him until I couldn't anymore and I sucked him until he couldn't cum anymore. When we left Mykonos I was walking like I had something stuck up my ass."

"You guys are cool," Matt said.

Nick looked at Matt and said, "I only said that so you'd let me fuck you again," and laughed and kissed Matt again.

Nick decided he wanted Matt over the back of the sofa. Matt got comfortable. Nick lined himself up and sunk his dick in Matt in one quick move. Nick fucked Matt, taking his time. He would pull his dick all the way out of Matt and then push himself back in. Matt was groaning. Nick
made Matt stand while he fucked him, then squat forward, then over the sofa again. Then he got Matt on the floor and on all fours and started fucking him from behind as he had before. Then he told Matt to roll over and put his legs up. Nick lay down on top of Matt as Matt wrapped his legs around Nick. Nick lay down on top of Matt and started fucking him. Matt held him. I watched as Nick's body began to tense and then spasm, and then collapse on top of Matt.

Matt said, "Fuck, Nickie, you're a fucking animal," and laughed.

Nick looked at him and said, "Thanks," and kissed him.

It's weird but I had this feeling that Nick had something to prove to Matt. Matt was always the more athletic and the one who dated all the girls in high school. Maybe I'm just projecting but I had this thought that Nick wanted Matt to see him as this very sexual person (and Nick is a very
sexual and sensual person). I'm probably making this up, but I also think that Nick needs to be wanted by Matt or admired or looked up to. What is strange about this is that Nick is academically gifted compared to Matt (actually compared to most people, including me), and Matt does look up to him. Actually, I would say that Matt is and always has been envious of
Nick's academic abilities, but it doesn't seem to satisfy what it is that Nick needs. I think this was.

I told Matt I wasn't into the acrobatics. He smiled. I lay on top of Matt. My dick slid into him with ease. I started fucking Matt and told Nick to play with my ass and balls. Nick smiled and kissed me and then reached between my legs and gentle fingered my balls. I was taking short
slow thrusts into Matt and enjoying the feelings running through my body. Matt held me. I had my face buried in his neck. Matt's hands stroked my back, as Nick's fingers touched my balls. He also reached further and touched the base and underside of my dick. The sensation running through my legs and crotch were fantastic. I didn't want to cum. Each time I got close I slowed again. Nick began to kiss my butt, then he started biting and then blowing air over my asshole. I was so turned on, finally I had to cum, and I did.

Nick and I crawled into bed. Matt was making himself a sandwich.

Nick and I talked about the next day. We both decided we wanted to be in the middle at some point. I was going to fuck Nick while he sucked Matt, and then, after we recovered, Nick would fuck me while I sucked Matt. I fell asleep thinking about taking both brothers at one time.

When I woke up I had an aching hard-on. I was having the most intense sex dream about Nick and me fucking in a room filled with other men fucking. Both Nick and Matt were not in bed. I heard the shower running, so I got up. I noticed Matt in the kitchen and Nick in the shower. I tried to pee but my dick was rock hard. I guess the Cialis was still working. Nick stepped out of the shower and kissed me. He looked down at my dick and said, "That's how I woke up, too."

I climbed in the shower. It felt good. Eventually, I was able to pee. When I was done with my shower I walked into the kitchen, still drying myself. Both Nick and Matt were naked and making breakfast. Nick poured me a cup of coffee and told me to just sit and wait. I did.

During breakfast I asked Matt, "How's your asshole?"

He nodded and said, "It hurts. I think I'll pass on getting fucked today."

"You up for a blow job or two?" I asked.

"Yeah, sure." Nick explained to Matt what we wanted to do. Matt said to Nick, "Last time I was here you fucked Jeff while I sucked him, and then Jeff fucked you while I sucked him." We both nodded. "I was thinking if Jeff is going to fuck you while you suck me that you and I could 69 with me on the bottom and you on your knees over me, while Jeff fucks you. Then I could suck you while you're sucking me and I could watch you getting fucked up close," Matt explained grinning.

I glanced under the table and saw that Matt had a hard-on. I smiled and said, "Sounds good to me." Nick smiled and nodded.

We made our way to the bedroom. Matt lay down on the bed putting a pillow under his head. Nick knelt over him. They began sucking each other. I lubed up Jeff butt. As I knelt down behind him I glanced down and saw Matt staring up at me with Nick's dick in his mouth. He reached up and ran his fingers over Nick's butt hole. I pushed the head of my dick against Nick's
hole and slowly entered him. I felt Matt's fingers brush against the shaft of my dick and then over my balls. I heard Nick moaning. I glanced down between Nick and me and saw Matt's head bobbing up and down as he stroked Nick's dick. I watched as Nick's head bobbed up and down. The three of us were moaning and breathing loudly. Each time Matt ran his fingers over my dick and balls I felt my orgasm getting closer. I wanted to wait for Nick to cum. He likes cumming while he's being fucking. I slowed down, almost to a stop. I pushed hard into Nick and lay down on his back. He was sweating. I began licking his back and running my hands up and down his
chest.

Soon I felt his ass contracting around my dick. He was moaning loudly and moving himself so that his dick was pushing into Matt's throat. I again started fucking him. Nick lifted his head and moaned, "Fuck me." I fucked him fast and hard. His legs began to spasm. He ass muscles tightened around my dick. He let out a deep grunt that seemed to last forever as he kept shaking. Then he buried his head in Matt's crotch as he tried to catch his breath.

I began fucking him again. He began pushing back into me meeting each one of my thrusts forward. Matt began playing with my nuts. "Jeff," Matt said, "let me see you cum. When you get close I'll make you cum."

Nick said, "This I've got to see."

As my orgasm got to the point of no return, I pulled out of Nick. He quickly turned around as I knelt over Matt's face. He kept stroking my dick. I glanced down and watched. He had my dick head pointed to his face. "I'm going to cum, oh fuck, I'm going to cum," I said. For some reason I pulled up into a push up position over Matt. I watched as my cumsplattered against his face and shot into his open mouth.

"Nice," Nick said, as he watched and kept jerking Matt.

"I'm getting close," Matt said as he licked my cum off his lips.

Nick began sucking Matt again. Matt moaned, "Oh yeah, Nickie. Fuck yeah, suck me." I knelt over Matt's face and began running my hands up and down his chest as I watched Nick sucking his brother dick. I watched as Matt's legs relaxed and then tensed. I began to pinch his nipples. Then Matt pulled my butt toward him and he buried his face in my butt crack. I could feel the wetness of his tongue on my butt crack and the cum that was on his face on my butt cheeks.

Then with a deep grunt, much like Nick's, Matt's body tensed as he began to cum. I heard Nick moaning as his brother's cum entered his mouth.

Minutes later, I was lying on Nick in a state of total relaxation. Nick was playing with my hair. Matt was lying beside us. Nick said, "Damn, I
came hard."

Matt said, "You think. The way your cum shot into my mouth I though it was going to shoot out of my ass."

We all laughed.

It was about two hours later when we were back in the bedroom, this time I was in the middle. Having Nick fucking me and Matt sucking me was so intense that I could hardly concentrate on sucking Matt. I would try sucking him, but soon I was just laying there, breathing hard, moaning and enjoying the sensations running through my body. When I got close, I announced it like I had never cum before. I have to say that I came so hard I felt exhausted afterwards. I sucked Matt, while Nick watched.

That afternoon we all napped. LOL.

That night we decided touch and play with each other and masturbate each other. Nick and Matt jerked me off, Nick and I jerked off Matt, and Matt and I jerked off Nick.

The next morning I remember that Matt asked if he could watch Nick and me. We had coffee and then I turned to Nick and began kissing him. I climbed on top of him, we continued to kiss. I moved down his body, Matt was sitting beside us, and then began sucking Nick. Then I was back to kissing Nick who then went down on me for a while. We 69ed for a while, but then I rolled onto my back and lifted my legs and smiled at Nick. He lubed up, ay on top of me and moved into me. Matt just sat beside us, slowly stroking his dick, as he watched us. I knew he was watching, but pretty much put him out of my mind and was into Nick. Nick took his time fucking me, which I enjoy. When he came he got into being his animal self. When he finally relaxed, he moved me on top of him and smiled at me. It was my turn. I fucked him, and fucked him hard; just he way he likes it. Matt finally came.

He talked at length about how "FUCKIN' HOT" it is to watch us.

I think the Cialis started wearing off. My dick was getting tired. We didn't have sex again until after dinner. We were naked all day. Touching each other, watching each other, we gave each other back rubs and talked and talked. It was great to see Nick laugh. Several times I thought it
was good that his brother was here; his family. Yeah, it's an odd way to spend four days with your brother, but it didn't seem to be a bad way.

The next morning I told Nick to let Matt fuck him. Matt was leaving that day. Matt smiled and said "Great." They fucked. I think we all knew it was for the last time. I think even if Matt decides he wants to again, Nick will probably say no. Nick told Matt that he'd really like it if he'd
suck him. Matt nodded and went down on Nick. Both Nick and I watched as he sucked Nick off. Then, without me saying a word, he leaned over and started sucking me.

We drove Matt to the airport that afternoon. Nick and Matt hugged and kissed. I hugged and kissed Matt good-bye and watched as he left us.

When we returned to the car I asked Nick how it was for him. He said that he was done with it after the second day, but was okay with all of it. He said that he was glad we had an opportunity to try all the three way stuff. He said he was glad he let Matt fuck him. He said it was kind of intense knowing how much his brother wanted him and enjoyed him. He said he'd be fine if they never did anything again.

We did talk about having a third person in our bed. We both admitted that we wouldn't have done any of this with anyone other than Matt. And, we weren't sure why exactly. Why was it okay with Matt? Maybe because he was with us before we were a couple. Maybe it is because he is straight, or bisexual, and not into falling in love with guys. Maybe it is because he's
Nick's brother. Maybe it is all those things. But, we did agree that we wouldn't want to invite anyone else into our bed. And, then Nick said, "Except, of course, if you want to invite Bill to be with us for a weekend."

I guess I agreed with everything he said. We dropped the DVD's off at blockbusters and rented another movie. We went home, made popcorn, put on the DVD, got naked and drank beer, ate popcorn, watch the DVD, gave each other back rubs, played with each other's dick and then tried to decide what to do for dinner. That night we didn't have sex, but just feel asleep
pressed against each other.

I was excited thinking about Matt coming up and the sex we'd have. I had fun while he was here, but I must admit, I was glad it was over. I know I must be weird, but I like it better when it's just Nick and me.

Bill started emailing me about visiting with Nick and me at the beginning of October. He was going to be in the area. Nick and I spent a lot of time talking about that. But, I think I'll leave that for part fourteen.

I hope you enjoyed this. Someone suggested that this is turning into a
Blog. I must agree it is beginning to feel like that. I think I have one maybe two more parts left in me. I know Thanksgiving was interesting, and I am sure Christmas will be also. We have a ski trip planned with our gay friends; the two couples that are here at school. I am really looking
forward to that. They enjoy skiing and I love it. Nick is excited about the trip, but I think it's mostly because of who it is we are going with and that one of the guys is not a great skier.

So, until next time.

Oh yeah. I mentioned that Nick and I make up stories while we run or when we see someone on campus. Well, we've been writing this short (?) story which is all fiction, which we want to have done for Christmas to send in to Nifty. I can't spend a lot of time on it. It's not going to be as good a story as I want it to be. We are debating the ending, and thought we'd send in all three ends and you can let us know what you think of them and which you like best and which you think is most consistent with the story. I like one ending but I don't think it flows from the story. The ending I think fits the story neither Nick nor I really like. And the ending that Nick likes is too `Hollywood' for me. So we'll let you decide.

Now from Nick.

Hi, it's Nick. What an asshole; my ending is too Hollywood. Did I ever tell you guys that Jeff has cum breath and a loose sloppy butt hole.

I don't have much to add to this. I do want to say that as weird as it was to be having sex with my brother, it was really kind of kinky and I loved it. I don't know why but I did get off on him wanting me so much. Damn, I'm getting boned just typing this.

I'm glad we didn't do stuff when we were kids. I think I would have been too confused by it, and probably would have thought he was fucking me over rather than just fucking me. I think that makes sense. I was afraid of him, or I didn't trust him when we lived with my parents. So, I think if we had sex then it would have come within the `he's fucking me over' category, rather than we are playing.

I think Jeff was afraid that while for me it was a kink thing on my kink list or things to do, that I would be bothered by him having sex with another guy. He mentioned this earlier. I am not sure why it felt okay with me. I do think a lot of it had to do with Matt being into woman and him being my brother. I also think it was because it did feel like it was Jeff and I getting off on doing Matt. I mean if you are going to try sex with a third person, you have to have a third person. I know it's weird that that third would be my brother, but it did make it safer.

I think we've both agreed that having done a third we can forgo it in the future. Of course, then I said, what about four of us. He laughed. We did talked about what we did in Mykonos. That being, us having sex with each other but in a room with other guys. We both agreed that we'd do that again, but again, under certain conditions. Maybe on vacations, where it would be with guys we wouldn't run into again. Or, maybe with gay couples who are into being monogamous also.

Truthfully, if I had to chose between a three-way or having sex with Jeff and being with another couple having sex with each other, I'd chose the later. That was really hot.

I did tell Jeff that we were going to have to put a mirror on our ceiling so that I could watch him fucking me. Actually, I want a mirror on the ceiling, one on each wall around our bed so that I can get different views of his ass pumping that shlong up my butt. That was one of the hottest
parts of the three-way, watching Jeff fucking. Okay, okay, I love watching him do anything, especially if he is naked. Fuck, I'm getting boned again. Does this happen to you guys, too?